I received a text from NOUR!!
“hey, shaikha do you remember what u wrote on that small piece of paper in your last night in the hospital? … Well, if u don’t won’t this paper to fall in the “wrong hands” .. then come and meet me in Macdonald’s mishref at 8:30”
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MY HEART SKIP A BEAT!
I read the text once, twice, and so on ..
Reading carefully between the lines..
I started sweating nervously..
her words were as knife stabbed on my chest! I was in deep shock, my tears found their way down on my red tomato cheeks, i couldn’t feel my legs anymore, my body was shaken, my hands were trembling, my eyes couldn’t focus anymore, the view wasn’t clear for me, and the colors of the beautiful sofa surrounding me started to fade…
All of a sudden,
I fainted.
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I woke up sniffing the smell of lavender .. my favorite<3
I found myself lying on the sofa and lulu was looking at me from above with worrying eyes ..
Me: abe maa—y *I said breathless*
She went storming to the kitchen, and got for me a glass of water..
Lulu: tf’9ly ..
She helped me carefully to sit on the sofa ..
Me: mashkoura *giving her the glass of water*
Lulu: mabainaa .. elmohem, shlounch el7een?
Here it goes again .. I started to have flashbacks .. remembering every single word on that text from nour, my ENEMY :)
Me: luluu sa3deenyy *crying*
Lulu: awl shyy, CALM DOWN!!!! Kel shy lh solution la tswen ib 3umrch chithy 3ashan hl 7aqeera el lifeless!!!
Me: shaswyy el7een shl’7al?? :’(
Lulu: hmm shoofy lazm trou7een lha ehnak ou .. *interrupted by shaikha*
Me: laa laa shnu arouu7 yaneetyy:”c
Lulu: la wallahh? 3yal btmeen t’hrbeen mnha ly meta? :) .. bs KAFYYY!! STAND FOR YOURSELF !!!!
Me: madrii!!! Khayfa awajehaa b3dain shloun tbeni arou7 ehnak jedam elnas o ana hl shakel? Tadreen ..
Lulu: lish y’hmounch elnas hl kethr? .. ashouf youm 6e7ty hl bashr ely 7asba lhm 7saab ma wgfaw m3ach wela ana ghal6ana…?
Me: la 3del kalamch .. bs still ma t5yel shakli brou7 chithy..
Lulu: ENTAYY HABLAAAA!!!! Y3ni bfhem shaklich ahm mn hl letter??? Ou ya 7’9y btn3zleen ib ur room 24/7 mra7 tshofeen elnas el lma yrd shaklich el6abe3y? o what about el m6ar? Mra7 tsafreen o shaklich chithy??
Me: Hmm madryy:(
Lulu stood up and went walking forward… after few seconds she came to me while holding her makeup set..
Me: shnawya 3aleeh??? :o
Lulu: I’ll try my best to cover el scars ely ib wayhch ..
Me: t’hgeen ynf3?
Lulu: khnjreb e7na shkhasreen :D
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After 45 minutes lulu was done from covering my face with makeup trying her best to make my features look more simple ..
I kept staring on the small mirror that lulu gave it to me
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I look so NATURAL ..except for a small scar is still shown on my left cheek which isn’t a big deal for me .. in fact I look more like me :c <3
Me: lwailooo a7bechhhh ;c
Lulu: hehe hablaaa =))
Me: hmm..
Lulu: shfech yuba?-.-
Me: lulu la t5leny brou7i ehnak :(
Lulu: afa 3alichh ghaly ou el6aleb rkhee9 ;) ::
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We reached MacDonald’s mishref @8:15 .. there were many eyes staring at me .. as if they were telling me that they knew what’s written on that letter..
I was so scared .. I started to tremble unconsciously ..
Lulu was behind me pushing my wheelchair very calm ..
I told lulu to STOP.
My eyes were focused on something..
It was a car that resembles KHALED’S car!!
And I guess it might be his :c !!!!!
Lulu: haaw shfeech??
Me: lulu khnredd NOW!!!
Lulu: la entay akeed estkhafeetyy!!
Me: agoulchh khnredd sheft sayart khaled elrange ma tefhameen!!! :’(
Lulu: y3ni btfhmeeny ehw elwa7eed ely 3endh range bl Kuwait klha :)?
Me: la bs ymkn y6l3 ehw :(
Lulu kept pushing my wheelchair forward IGNORING me completely :’)
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MY EYES HAD CAPTURED SOMETHING THAT LET MY HEART SKIP A BEATTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#Random thoughts
Sometimes our eyes capture something that will be kept in the back of our memories ..
This image will appear everywhere..
In our dreams ..
In our mirrors..
In certain places..
There’s no RUN AWAY from it ..
It will torture us for the rest of our life..
BUT ..
if we decided to move forward and never look back to what kept us from achieving our goals..
then I assure you, you’ll never be trapped again in it..
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