I opened my eyes carefully trying to capture
some wonderful moments, but unfortunately, what I just saw has woken me up, and
brought me back to my miserable reality!
I found
myself lying on uncomfortable bed, dressing something looks so cheap and ugly, surrounded
by many types of wires, and the smell of this place was so familiar to me, wait
a sec … yeah, it was the smell of a hospital, the place that I avoid the most.
Then, there they stood many figures in front of me, staring at me, which most
of them I do not recognize yet. My eyes finally recognized two figures standing
on my right side with a smile drawn on their face, I focused my eyes on them,
trying to figure out those familiar faces ..
They
were
.
.
My mom
and nour.
Well, you are wondering who’s nour right?
Nour is the only girl cousin I have from my
mom’s side, and i don’t regret to say that I wish I had never met her .. she’s
so heartless, cold hearted person! And she is very TALENTED in insulting other
people! She never fail to ruin my mood, and what makes it worse, she thinks
that she’s the queen, and I’m her slave! I forget to mention that she’s so beautiful
with and without makeup, and I admit I feel jealous from her sometimes! -.-
Let me describe how she looks ..
She’s 18 years old..
Her body is perfect like a model..
Long natural wavy brownish hair..
hazel eyes..
one dimple on her right cheeks..
you always see her wearing a dress with high
heels..
..
Let’s get back to the story..
My mom came stepping forward to reach the
left corner of my bed, placing her warm hand on the tip of my forehead.
Mom: shayoukha 7abebti shlounch el7een?
Me: ….
It was hard for me to move my mouth .. I feel
as if there’s something hard lying on my
tongue..
I was so terrified ..
Bad thoughts were chasing me now >>>
*what if I lost the ability to speak…*
*maybe they have replaced my REAL tongue with
a plastic one ..*
*what’s happening to me…*
Many negative thoughts were crossing my mind
.. I was deep lost in my thoughts .. the only solution was there for me is to
.
.
.
CRY!
River of tears found their way on my tomato
cheeks..
Mom: 7abebty shfech? Aku shy y3wrech? Enzain t7achy
gouly shy khal yerta7 gulbi ..
Me: a—bee a-sh-o—uff eldec—torrr!!
Finalyy words came out from my mouth ..
Mom: 7abebtyy enty erta7y o el7en aklem el
nurse itnady eldector..
Me: ensh—alla
After a couple of seconds ..
KHALID entered the room, my boy cousin and my
first crush. He’s so handsome, and he have a good sense of humor, he never fail
to make me smile!
His SMILE?
Brings me back to life..
& let me forget about all my worries..
..
Let me describe him for you..
He’s 21 years old..
His height is perfect for a guy
Short brown hair..
Tanned glowing skin..
Warm eyes..
Elegant face..
Attractive smile..
Very gentle features..
Broad shoulders..
He came walking towards me, I TURNED TO FACE
HIM.
But the biggest shock was!!!
.
.
His wonderful smile turned to be a FAKING
smile!! he simply turned to a STONE!!!!!!! ..
Khaled: shai-kha-aa .. shlou-nch?
What’s wrong with him he sounds as if he have
seen a GHOST!! Oh god what’s happening here .. why everyone in this room is
either looking at me with merciful look or scared of me ..
Is there something wrong with me ..?
I’ve caught nour in the corner of my eyes whispering
something to khaled !! and he turned pale !!!!
What did she just said?
I CAN’T HANDLE IT ANYMORE!!! I’LL EXPLODE AT
ANY MOMENT!!!!!!!!
.
.
Wait a sec .. why khaled is removing all the
mirrors from the room?
.
.
Does that mean there’s something wrong with
the way I look, with my face features?!!!
..
Me: 3-6ou-nyy ELMN’9RAA NOW!!!
.
.
.
#Random thoughts
Sometimes we feel strangers, although we are surrounded
by our family and friends, but the TRUTH is we are surrounded by FIGURES, alive
with flesh and blood .. but they keep on hiding stuff from us .. letting us
lost in our thoughts .. letting us hurt ourselves trying to discover the
reality behind their mysterious silent..
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