Chapter 33&34

Heyy,

I’m backkk!!!!:D

And yeah,

I’m afraid that I can't post daily, so from now own, I’m going to post 1 or 2 very long chapters a week 3ashan a3w’9kum.

Another thing,

Well, I made a big mistake while typing this story, I haven’t take my friend’s permission while writing about her story as “lulu’s” , and she followed me few weeks ago in twitter.. so I’ll try to contuine with lulu’s story from my imagination, also jawa’s one too, I hope you understand.

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ENJOYY THE VERY LONG POSTTT<3

 

*Lulu’s pov*

I reached home at 3 clock, I was so tired and exhausted, so I jumped on my bed and slept.

I woke up at 7, took a shower, then went to the kitchen to look for something to eat, and here stood my mother, holding her special mug of tea, sniffing it ..

She turned around to face me, smiling widely ..

“ hala eb bnytee 7abebtee, shnu tben aswelch?:D”

And here it goes again, I started having flashbacks, remembering every single detail happened that day..

This sentence kept repeating in my mind, I have memorize it like my name..

#Flashback

Mom: ana 7assa ena youmi garb ya ebtisam, ou benty lulu wayed 3anat ib sebby.. adri ena ma 3endy ayaam tkfi a3esha tgdr t3w’9ha 3n ely en7rmt mna…

……: …………………………………

Mom: bs ya ebtisam khaleni akmel, entay el wa7eda ely tadren ib mr’9y hatha.. ana khayfa allah ya5th amanty gbel la …

………

Back to present..

I went closer to my mom touched her hands..

Placed her mug carefully on the nearest table..

Then placed my hands on her face, feeling her soft skin..

I wasn’t avoiding her gaze anymore..

Actually I was trying my best to read her thoughts..

Me: “Yuma ta’thkren youm kna yahal, ana ou ukhoy nrou7 nboug 7alaw mn el baqala ou lma tyoudena mn edena ou t36ena thech el mu7a’9ra 3n “ely ychatheb allah wein yg6a?” ou ana ou ukhoy wayhna ygleb alwan ou nabchy ou nkhr lch el aku ou el maku..ta’thkren hl ayaam?

Mom: eehh shloun ansaaha? Bs ya bnyte shyab hl 6ari el7en..

Me: yuma methel ma rabetena 3l 9ara7a, abech t9ar7eni bl kalam ely sm3ta ams.. yuma sh89dch youm gelti “bs ya ebtisam khaleni akmel, entay el wa7eda ely tadren ib mr’9y hatha.. ana khayfa allah ya5th amanty gbel la…?” :(

Mom: *speechless*

Me: yumaa *sniffing* y3ni el kalam ely sm3ta 9a7? Yumaa tkfain gouli ly el9ij!!! *sniffing* Ray7eenii tara mn ams ou ana 3ala hl 7alaa gulbi mtg63 .. fkra tyee ou fkra trou7*sniffing*.. madri gmt achatheb 3ala nafsi ou agoul hatha mujred nightmare ou b97a mna.. 9ar7eni ou ray7i gulbii ..

Mom: l7geeni *tearing*

She went heading to her room, I followed her then close the door behind me.

She handed me something, it was a yellow, brownish file, like the one they use in hospitals, 3erftouh? Anyways, it was filled with papers, I read the first one, but my eyes captured something, it was a paragraph describing her disease.

My hands were shaken, the paper fell from my hand, landing on the solid ground..

River of tears started to form under my eyes..

My mom reached my face, held it between her hands, then spoke cheerfully,

“ bnytee, el kel lh youm, m7ed daym ib hl denya.. ou elmout waq3 lazm ntqblh ou nkoun jahzen lh, hl denya mujred 6reej wela goul? Mujred mamr ywdena l7yatna el akhra ou kel ensan mahu ma5th shy mn hl denya ‘3er 3mlh, ely mswy khair b79lh ou ely mswi sh’r ham b79lh..ana ‘9ay3t aghla sneen mn 3umri adour elkoun adwr 3elaj.. bs tadren hl mr’9 malh 3elaj.. ou ely allah katba bseer, ou ana ra’9ya bl maktoub el7emdealla, ‘3rbti ehnak khaltni akteshef eny bfged a3z ethneen ib 7ayati, entay ou ukhoch.. en7rmtaw mn 7ananii ou mn 7nan ubokum.. sheftaw el’9aim ib 7ayatkum ou abe ag’9y akhr ayaam mn 3umri bain aghla nasyy.”

Me: yumaa la laaa tgoulen chithyy *crying* akeed aku 3elaj el 6eb t6wr el7een!!

Mom: ana ‘9a3 3umri ib sebt hl jumlaa.. khaleni akmel 7ayati bainkum akhaaf yrou7 el3umer ou tkhsrouni ou ana ehnak..

Me: lch 6weelt el3umer ya yumaa! 3sa youmi gbel youmchh*tearing*

I spent the rest of the few hours laying on my mom’s chest, sniffing her adorable smell, tearing in silent..

…………..

*Abdualla’s pov*

ATTENTION:

I don’t remember, what was lulu’s brother name, so I’m calling him abdualla, cause he’ll have a big rule in the story from now own.

I was on the phone talking to one of my cheap *****..

Me: Hala bl 7ub hala bl ghalyaa

Girl1: hala feek 3umrii:$

Me: aku mjal ashouf hl gumar el laila?

Girl1: magdr:( b6l3 weya el ahl ..

Me: afaa:( ..

 enzain omi gam edg aklmch b3dain bye..

*hanging up*

..

Another phone call..

Girl2: heyy baybee;$$

Me: ana z3lan mnch.

Girl2: 7abebi I’m so sorry, adri ena ams swait 7arka khaysa fek bs kan 8a9bn 3ny ukhoy kan *inturrapted by me*

Me: Tbeen asam7ich ib shar6?

Girl2: ou ana mest3da aswelk ely tbeee

Me: bshoufich el laila?

Girl2: eeh mwafga, wein tbe? Our usual place?

Me: haa, agoul 9a7bi gam edg ashouf shybe ou aklmich

Another phone call..

Girl3: saba7 elkhair

Me: ay 9ba7?:) esa3a 8 bl lail

Girl3: ohh shaswy ana twni ga3da y3ni saba7-.- .. sa7 kalami?

Me: eeh sa7:: kumar saygna yt7cha a7sn mnch:: *whispering the last part*

Girl3: shgelt?:(

I saw lulu leaving my mom’s room, she looked so tired, with her puffed eyes, she stared at me for awhile, shocked, then run tearing to her room..

I started calling her, but she ignored me.

So I followed her..

I reached her room, and slammed the door behind me

Me: entay shnu ma test7ain 3ala wayhch??

Lulu: ethlef bra!! *tearing*

Me: SHOUFI 3AD ANA MU YAHEL 3ENDCH 3ASHAN TMSHEN KELMTCH 3ALAY!! *grapping her arm* OU MRA THANYA ETHA KALMTCH REDY 3ALAY FAHMAA????

I Left her room, went heading to my room, jumped on my bed, and kept thinking..

Suddenly!

……..: alo 7ayatii mnu hathy ely zafet’ha twa:(?

Me: a3otho bellaaa!! *picking up the phone*

Girl3: 7abebii shfeek? Tara etha z3lt ana az3el ou b3dain ent ma tr’9a 3ala z3li sa7?

Me: yal ***** bashoufich el laila fahma?

..........

Next day at school..

*lulu’s pov*

I was walking in the corridor, heading to my chemistry lab..

All eyes on me..

Students, kept whispering..

Calling me with bad names..

Laughing at me..

..

A hand reached my arms, pulled me inside the toilet, I was freaked out at first!! But when I saw it was jawa I was relaxed.

She kept asking me this weird questions, all I can think of was “how the hell she knew about my relationship with jassem?”

Jawa: wainch ams?? Lish ma trden 3ala my phone calls?? Ou whtaspp?

Lulu: knt nayma :/ ou m6fya jehazy

Jawa: shoufi *showing me the photo of our hug, me and jassem.To refresh ur memory anfal got that pic*

Lulu: SHNU HATHAA!!! MNU ELY DAZ LCH EL 9URAAA!!!!!!!!

Jawa: ushh calm down. Shoufi hl pic I found it ib insta account, wa7da mswya hl account ou kateb 3nch kalam ou t76 chithy 9wr..

Lulu: oh my god. Ma a9deg aku nas chithy low? Y3ni el7en ana sem3ty ra7t feha? Khala9 ana srt *inturappted by her*

Jawa: bsschh la tkamleen!! Shoufi look at the bright side, jassem etha 9ij y7bch mra7 y5le hl shy yfrg bainkum, bl 3aks lw y7bech ra7 y56bch ib agrb wagt 3ashan y7af’9 3ala sem3tch ou chithy by6l3 9ij RAYAL ib m3na el kalema..

Lulu: mn 9ijch entay? Tbeni aklma b3d ely sar? Tben y6l3oun 7achy 3na akthr? La yubaa ensayy I’m going to break up with him.

…………..

*Jassem pov*

I was in the nurse office, faking an excuses as usual to skip arabic class.

When all of a sudden, a girl came, I was giving her my back, so I could only hear her voive, and her voice was so familiar to me..

…….: Hey, can u give me a slip card? I need to leave home early I don’t feel well at all

Nurse:  oh dear, you look so pale have you eaten something since morning?

………: I am not hungry at all..

Nurse: I’ll bring for you something to eat, wait here.

The nurse left..

I turned around to face LULU.

Yeah I knew she was lulu, but her sound? Aku feh nbrat 7zn..

I went closer to her reached her hands, but she pulled them away forcing me to back off!

Me: lwailo? 7abebte shfech?

Lulu: la tgoul 7abebtee!!!!!

Me: shfech sh9ayer??

Lulu: ou ts2l shfeni b3d?

Me: lulwa.. tara 3ady ag9aha 9ura.. ou mardhum bynsoun 3nha ou they’ll look for other students or lovers ‘3eerna to stalk! Ou hl ashkal jad ma hamtni ana abech entaay bss

Lulu: jassem, let us take a break, let’s stay away from each other for good.

Me: hatha ely tshoufena?

Lulu: eeh ou I insist.

Me: 3ala ra7tch.

I left her standing there, in the nurse office, and went walking under the sun following my shadow.

Still can’t belive what she said.

It can’t be the end of our relationship, can’t it?

No, I can’t think of such a thing like that.

………..

 

*Shaikha’s pov*

I woke up on a massive headace, went heading to the bathroom, washed my face, then I started gazing in to the mirror..

And here it comes again..

Having flashbacks..

Remembering , every single thing happened to me at the mall..

I was so pissed off from meshari..

I threw all the shopping bags at the floor..

Then, this phone call..

Her words stabbed my heart..

Asking me to leave the person which I had crush on him since long time ago for her sake, to leave him alone..

He’s getting married to this heartless lady..

His heart will only belongs to this cheap lady..

They’ll never be anything between us..

#Flashback #1

 It was summer 2011. In the chalet.

2:00 PM at night..

We are all gathered in a circle, me and my cousins(Khaled,Nour, laila, sara, hamani, hamad)  with lulu, my sis from another mother<3. Playing TRUTH&DARE.

And here it comes that unforgettable moment.

The bottle was spinning, it stopped between me and NOUR.

And she’s the one to ask  ..

Nour: T or D? *Evil smile*

Me: hmm.. truth.

Nour: do you have crush on some guy? A guy with us right now maybe?

Me: I won’t answer.

Nour: mu ib kaifch! Tben tens7ben yal chicken?

Me: laa, u asked 2 questions. Lazm one ;)

Nour: la walla?:) okay, the question is, do you have a crush on one of your guy cousins? ;)

And I answerd with “NO” .. I know I lied, but I can’t admit that I had crush on khaled. And nour had noticed that, and she did very well destroying my heart by falling inlove with him.

 

#Flashback #2

It was in the airplane, when I was travelling for my surgery in London.

He asked that question .. which made all parts of my body shiver..

 Khaled: Shaikha 9ij entay t7beni?

Shaikha: ha? La shakuu

Khaled: 3yal salft el letter ou *interrupting him*

Shaikha: eeh hl letter mn ayaam el 6fouula qadeema ..

Khaled: aha, y3ni kan 3endch crush on me mn ayaam el 6foula? And is it still?

Shaikha: laa 3adeet hl mr7laaa! *fake smile*

Khaled: eeh zain ashwaa.. 3ashan ma yser elw’93 awkward between us..

Shaikha: eehh..

 

…………

 

His voice took me back to reality..

Someone, was knocking on the door, I ignored at first, and washed out all the tears from my tiry face..

 

Meshari: shaikha?

Me: *no respond*

Meshari: shaikha swait lch ryoug ely t7benh;p 3fya goumy ekli mn ams ma aklti shy.. akhaf e6e7en 3alina

Me: mu mesht’hya shy.

Meshari: enzain fet7i el bab 5ntfahm?

Me: meshari gelt lk mabe akel shy SAM3!! Ufff ethlef ou khalni bro *interrupted by him*

Meshari: SHOUFI 3AD! TARA HL DAL3 KLH MRA7 YFEDICH, OU B3DAIN 76Y IB BALCH, TARA ETHA MA KALETI AW MA T7RKTI MN EL FRASH TARA CHITHY ENTAY GAM T’9REEN NAFSICH! 7AYATNA MRA7 TWGEF 3ALICH WLA 7AYAT KHALED OU NOUR, KHALA9 HATHA WAQ3!!! YA SHAIKHA LAZM TQBLENH MA YNF3 T’HRBEN MNAA. OU 9ADGENI ALLAH MA KETB SHY ELA LM9L7TCH YA SHAIKHA, ALLAH MA Y7RMICH MN SHY T7BENH ELA 3ASHANCH, KHALED WA7ED 9AY3 OU 3ALEH SWALEF OU MA GADR HL 7UB.. LW EHW KAFU CHAN 7AS FEECHH 7AS B,WJOUDCHH YAMH! BS 6L3 MA Y7ES WLA 7EST7I 3ALA DAMH, NOUR OU KHALED NES5A MN B3’9 Y9L7OUN LB3’9, BS ENTAY TESTAHLAIN WA7ED A7SN MNA, WA7ED Y8DRCH, YFHMICH, YNSECH HAMCH HATHAA.. ou 76y ib balch ana bkoun ymch, 7ata lw entay ma tbeni ymch ana b3and ou btem ymch lma tshafen mn 7uba.. methel ma khaleteni atshafa mn mout aghla nas ib 7ayatii..”

 

*Meshary’s pov*

After few seconds, she un locked the door..

And stood there, with her bare feet,

tearing like a depressed child..

Shivering from fear..

We gazed into each other eyes for awhile..

Reading our thoughts..

Then, all of a sudden..

I took her into a friendly hug..

Letting her calm between my own arms..

Sniffing her hair..

 

…………….

 

*Shaikha’s dad pov*

I had never seen my daughter that sad.

Gbel? El ebtesama ma kant tfarg’ha..

Walht 3ala shyou5tii..

Ou walht 3ala 7anat’ha ou ‘97kt’ha..

Lazm a6l3ha mn hl jaw el k2eeb ely ehy feh..

Kh9ou9a bacher y9adef youm meladha, lazm tkoun as3ed ensana ib hl youum<3

I was walking in the streets of London, thinking about something to do, to my pretty shaikha, to see her smile again.

An old man approach me, he looked egyptian ..

*Agoul lkm mn el7een ignore my badlyat =))ana mu thak elzoud bl ma9ry.. fa mashaw m3ay;p ”

Man: alsalam 3alekum

Me: w3lekum alsalam..

Man: 3awez t’3yr gaw? Bdk tshouf amaken ydeda?

Me: wallah ana wde aswy shy 7g bnyte  shaikha, yfr7ha, mu shr6 yfr7ni..

Man: Ent m7zoouz awyy! M3ay ana shaikhat elbnat btfr7 ou bt,haye6 kteer;)

Me: ma fahmt? Lw sam7t ana mash’3oul fa *inturaptted by him*

Man: bu9 shouf b3ainek *giving him the paper*

 

 

 

 

It was a map of a water village.

So, I knew from the paper, he’s taking Arabs to entertainment places in London, like a trip, exploring London with them.

 

The place which he’ll be taking us to, looked like this, it’s a water village, a place outside London, by a bus it takes us 2 to 3 hours to reach there.

 

it’s a great idea, It will defentily changes shaikha’s mood, I bought 3 tickets, one for me, for shaikha ou meshari, then went heading to the apartment.

 

*Jawa’s pov*

 

I decided to hang out with lulu 3ashan anseha ely 9ar ou a6l3ha mn eljaw ely ehy feh, so I called reem ou gelt lha ena byeeb a friend m3ay, fa reem 7jzt lna 3 tickets, movie in 360 cinema VIP as usual.

@5:00 pm, I picked up lulu, we were on our way to reem’s house..

 

Lulu: madre a7es fashla..

Jawa: ambeh mn 9ijch? La fashla wly shyy

Lulu: madre ..

Jawa: shoufi a9lan reem social, ou 7abouba! Ou damha khafeef you’ll like her trust me:D

Lulu: enshalla

 ……

 At 360 mall,

#Cinema

Reem: abe nachous:(

Jawa: ou el carmel popcorn wen?

Reem: ib b6ni:$

Jawa: mashalla 3alich twa ma bda el film ou entay mkhal9a half of ur popcorn 3fya b6een

Reem: uff gouly mashallaa, walla shaswy etha da3ayat’hum e6wel:)

Lulu: kahu elhendi wagef ehnak *cinema guy madri shesma::*, tben a2shr lh iyeblch nachous?

Reem: eeh 3afya:$

Jawa; laa makuu warana 3asha:)

Reem: uff entay shtabeen! Ou b3dain aku mukan 7g el 3asha ib m3dty la t7ateen::

Jawa: 3fyaa m3daa =))

 

People started coming in, filling their chairs, most of them were couples, or group of guys together.

 

1 hour have passed, the movie was so boring, we decided to leave.

We went and placed our names in the waiting list of the resturant. we walked for 20 minutes in the ground level, then went back to the restaurant..

 

 

 

 

We sat on a table in the corner, and started to order..

 

While we were waiting our order..

 

Lulu: ambeh bnaat sheftaw hatha! :o

Jawa&reem: Mnu? ;o

Lulu: hathak ely labes white short ou green Hollister T-shirt!

Jawa: mnu? Hamad!

Lulu: eeh, sh3rfch feh?:s

Reem: allah yslmch hatha kan m3ana bl t6w3..*giving jawa death stare*

Lulu: aha okay, eeh 5ngol lkm

Reem: eeh gouly

Lulu: shoufaw, hatha shefta bl cinema weyana, bs kan ga3ed weya bent!

Jawa: laa shakuu la t’9lmeenh! Akeed mshb’haa!!!

Reem: jawa? Shwy shwy 3al bent! Khal tgoul ely 3endha

Lulu: la 7abebty ana mt2kda ehw! Ou 3ala fkra ana ma ‘9lemta, hatha hamad y6l3 refej ukhoy! Ou ehw ely kharb uhkoy

Reem: shloun kharb ukhoch?

Lulu: shoufy, 3boud ukhoy gbel la yrafj hamad kan ma yl3eb 3l bnat ou wayed mhtem ib derasta ou muhtem feni ana ou omy, bs mn 9ar rfeej hamad gam ymed eedh 3alay ou ma yrd ely 7azt elfayer ou kela asm3a ib ‘3rfta y7achy bnaat zbalaa :x

Reem: ahaa:o jad 6a7 mn 3ainy hl hamad!

Jawa: laa 7aram 3alich ymkn ‘3erh kharb ukhoch mu shar6 hamad!

Lulu: jawa, ukhoy ma 3endh rab3 ‘3er hamad hatha:) ou b3dain lish chithy wayed gam edaf3en 3nh? Shbainch ou bainh?

Jawa: haa.. la wla shyy:x

Lulu: akeed? Shaklich u have feelings for him..

Jawa: eee a7ebaa ya lulu A7EBAAAA *tearing*

Reem: uushhh ga9ry 7eschh f’97teena!

Lulu: madre shagoulch 9ara7a 9edmteni.. y3ni ma legaity ela hatha t7bena?

Jawa: madre.. s2ly gulbii..

Lulu: ksrti kha6ri, ana awrech feh..

Reem: shnawya 3aleeh?

Lulu: shoufaw aku wa7da ukhoy ou hamad yklmounha ehya 9aidaa, bs madri ksrt kha6ri 9ara7a lish 6ayba ou gam yest’3lounha .. fa 7abait akshef lha ely yswouna, khathait raqmha mn mobile ukhoy youm kan naseh bl 9ala .. ou a7es el7een the right time ena akshef feha f3lt’hum..

reem: khoush fkraa:D!!, bs shlon btklmenha mn ur phone?

Lulu: la 7abebtii mu mn my phone 3n ethenkum;p ..

 

*Lulu’s pov*

i went to,

 

 

 

 

 

reached the security small office, and told him I need to use the phone, he handed it to me, I dialed the girl’s number carefully..

 

………: alo?

Me: hmm mariam?

Mariam: eeh, mnu m3ay?

Me: shoufy ana fa3lt khair, mu lzoum t3rfen esmi, bs knt b7thrich mn hamad ou refeja 3boud

Mariam: na3em?? Heeyy enty sh3rfich ib hamad ou 3bdualla? Ou shaku 3bduala mu refej hamad?:o  ou b3dain wein 7a9lty 3ala raqmyyy??

Me: shoufi etha tben t2kden bnfsich t3aly 360 now.

 

…….

 

*jassem pov*

 

Me, and my cousin, Ali, have just got out from the movie, in 360 cinema, we were heading to Friday’s, when all of a sudden, we saw a guy he was flirting with a girl,  this reminded me of my horrible past..

 

#Flashback

3 years ago, in 360 mall.

I saw a girl that caught my eyes, 7a6et’ha ib rasy, I was chasing her all around, flirting her with romantic words.. she noticed me, then pulled out her phone from her hand bag, and started dialing certain number..

Girl: aloo jaber, t3al 360 el7een!!

……: ………………………………

Girl: aku wa7ed gam yt7rsh feenyy

…….:…………………………..

girl: okay yalaaa bsr3aa t3aaal na6rtek anaa

 

Then, she turned around to face me, and gave me that death stare, my cousin ali, told me to leave her alone, but I was like.. “sorry, hathy dasht mazajy, ayeeb rasha y3ni ayeeba!!!”

After 10 minutes..

A tall young man, came to her, he hugged her tightly, then she whispered something to him, he turned around to face me..

I wish if I had listened to ali, and left her alone..

I wish if the ground would swallow me all apart..

I wish if it was a nightmare, that I woke up from..

But, all my wishes failed me.

Sometimes, we must face the tearful reality, so that it will capture moments, that will be hidden in our minds, and we’ll keep benefiting from them for the rest of our lives..

 

The man, jaber..

Turned out to be,

My.

Ex.

Best.

FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

He came closer to me, I was shaking nervously..

He was trying to look in the eyes, but I was avoiding his gaze..

He gave me that sarcastic laugh..

I was speechless..

 

Jaber: “ ma a9deg ely wagef jedamy y6l3 jassem.. jassem ely a2mnta 3ala omy ou khwaty youm safrt..  jassem ely wathqt feh ou fet7t lh gulbii.. jassem ely 3deta ukho denya.. laa hatha mu jassem ely a3rfaa.. hatha wa7ed mtnker ib 8na3 .. hatha wa7ed 3deem e7saas.. Y3NI MN BAIN KEL BNAAT EL DEEERA MA T7RSHT ELA IB “KHA6EBTYY” ENT SHNUU?? RAYAL SH6OULK SH3R’9EK.. 3AL FA’9Y?? WELA EL RJOULA KHALET’HA BS 3L MGHAZEL OU EL WA9A5A.. ENT META IB T38EL?? META BTSEER RAYAL IB M3NA EL KALEMA? META BT’3YR? .. 9IJ ENK 6E7T MN 3EENYY.. walla lw ma kan baina hl 3eshra chan wadetk elmakhafr.. ma agoul el bs allah yhadeek ya mn kan aghla mn skn hl gulb..”

 

………….

 

And that was the last time I saw jaber in it. Ou mn b3d hl mwqef gmt ma at7rsh ib bnat khalg allah methel gbel.

I quickly washed out the tear from my face..

Ali was gazing at me, at first I though he saw my tear..

 

Me: shfek t5ez? B3ed el rayal 7aram ybchi..

Ali: ha :/ shaku

Me: 3yal shtabi?

Ali: 7abebtk gam yt7rshoun feha?

Me: ay 7abeba.. *tna7t*

Ali: LULUUU! Aku ‘3erha?

Me: bs ana ou mu together.. WAIT SHNUUUU???

Ali: shouuf hathak  * pointing at the guy*

 

I looked at the girl, she was so annoyed, and terrified,  she looked as if she was about to cry!

wait her face..

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!

SHE IS LULUUUUU :o

 

 

 

 

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