*maryam’s pov*
I
was having nightmares that kept me awake till morning, I had a bad feeling that something wrong is
going on with lulu, I have called her more than once, but she didn’t pick it
up.. I was so worried..
*ebtisam’s
pov*
I
was preparing our lunch, our main dish was the traditional Kuwaiti machbous,
and the table was full of different kind of salads, I love creating new salads,
somehow it’s one of my habits.
I
started calling maryam, telling her that I served our lunch, but there was no
answer..
“maryouum”
No
answer.
“maryoumaa
yala zatch el ghada zaheb”
No
answer.
“maryam
swait lch hathaak el machbous ely takleen a9ab3ch warah! Yala 7ayaachh”
No
answer.
I
decided to go and check on her..
*knocking
the door*
I
opened the door and found her sitting on the bare ground, hugging an album
book, and crying like a little child..
She
broke my heart..
me:
maryouma 7abebtyy ana mu gelt lch dmou3ch ghalya 3alay?ma abe ashoufch tbcheen
mra thanya sm3a?:) yala rou7yy ‘3sly wayhch ou t3a *interrupted by her*
maryam:
SHLOUN TBEENYY A’97EK OU ASTANES *sniffing* OU BENTY MADRY 3NHA… makla sharba?
Za3lana mestansa? Nayma ga3da? *tearing*
me:
maryam, bentch kbrt el7een ou t3ref te3tmed 3ala nafs’ha, ou entay ely gam
tsweena akuber ghal6! Y3ni hl bachy ely gam tbcheena kel youum b’3yer mn
elmw’9ou3 shy?? hl bachy b5lee bntch sa3eeda??? 9adgeeenyy etha lulu drt ench
tbcheen hl bachy kel youm ehy btz3el!! Fa ‘97ky ou ebtsmay 3ashanhaa.. *giving
her a side hug*
maryam:
bs ya ebtisam, 3yzt adg 3aleha abe at6mn bs ma trd 3alay:( .. gulbi na8znii
akhaaf 9ayr feha shyy..
me:
la twaswseen ya maryam mu sayr ela elkhair enty bs thekri allah, ou aw3dch b3ed
el ‘3da ana bdg 3aleeha bnfsy at6mn 3aleha!!
*shaikha’s pov*
Khaled
was shaking so nervously, blood was coming out from his nose, he started to
throw up too!!
I
thought for a second I’m going to lose him.
I
thought that his soul was giving up on him..
I
thought that death was approaching him now..
I
rushed out the room, shouting, calling for help, it was at midnight, the
hospital was in deep silent, my voice was the only voice traveling in these empty
corridors.
After
few seconds, a hand held my shoulder stopping me..
Nurse:
what’s wrong?? *freaked out*
Me:
you have to he--lp me *sniffing* there’s some--one will die he’s shaking..
blood *sniffing* throw—ing uppp *sniffing*
Nurse:
calm down!! & take me to that person!
I
took her to khaled, he looked so misreble, the nurse called few nurses and some
other people who work in the hospital to help her, they carried him on a
wheelchair, then speeded up away from us..
Their
sound started to fade away..
The
dark was covering their figures..
I
sat on the floor, but this time I wasn’t beside meshary I was laying on the
wall, which was in front of him, facing him, he wasn’t crying anymore, he stood
there like a figure, motionless, he was staring at a point beneath him ..
6ooo6
6oooo6
It
was my phone, I checked the screen, he was my dad, I went away from meshary and
picked it up..
*phone
call*
Me:
aloo *sniffing*
Dad:
shaikha shfeech??? *terrified*
Me:
yubaa mesharyy *crying*
Dad:
shfeeh mesharyy t7chy??
Me:
* telling him everything except khaled’s part*
Dad:
weehh 7abebi hl wld mskeenn!! shaikha magdr akhleeh ib hl 7alaa ubooh allah
yr7ma wa9any 3aleeh, shaikha khalch yama ana klha masaft 6reej ou aw9el lch!
Me:
enshallah *sniffing*
After
few minutes, my dad arrived, we took meshary with us back to our apartment, all
the way back to the apartment he didn’t spoke any word, my dad was trying to
comfort him, but he kept silent, he was motionless, but he looked still
shocked, he didn’t accept the fact that he lost his only family in this world,
his grandparents were the only two left for him, and they left him too..
My
dad took him to my room, placed him carefully on my bed, i didn’t mind at all
to sleep on the sofa in the living room, because meshary needed the bed more
than I do, for god sake he looked miserable, and I need to do something for
him, to stay beside him, I want him forgive me about the words that I said to
him before few weeks ago..
I
was laying on the sofa reading a book, when suddenly my dad came towards me..
Me:
ha yuba bashr, shlouna el7een??
Dad:
7alta ma tbshr bkhair ya bnytii, ely mar feha wayed mu shwyy ou la tnsain ehw
wa7eed el7een la 3endh ukhwan wla khawat y’hdouna..layl7en ib 9adma ma tklem
..etha ma t3dlt 7alta shakla bwdeeh el 6abeb yf79 3aleh..
Me:
allah ykouun ib 3ounaa ou y9ber gulbh .. hl 9by t3eb wayed allah yfrj’ha :(
Dad:
ajm3een .. allah ya5th mna ou y3w’9na bl a7sn .. yala ana barou7 arye7 ib
‘3rfty ta2mreni 3ala shy?
Me:
la salamtek yubaa
Dad:
eeh shaikha gbel la ansaah, eldr kalmni gbel shwy, ygoul ena 3mletch b3ed
youmain enshalla..
Thoughts>>>
he
left, leaving me alone lost in my thoughts..
fkra
tyebnii, ou fkra twdenii..
am
I that scared from the surgery?
Or
i’m just afraid from the result?
I
need someone to comfort me..
I
need a sister beside me..
Someone
like lulu, oh god I miss her a lot..
I
want to skype with her, but I’m sure she’s at school now, since the time differ
between us huff ;((
I
decided to send her a text, telling her that my surgery was 2 days away from
now..
Then,
I found myself in my room, to be more specific beside my bed, where meshary was
lying in..
My
legs took me there, because I was thinking about how cruel I was to him ..
…..
*lulu’s
pov*
I
was heading to my locker, it was the end of the day, the students were rushing,
racing each other to hit the playground, a random guy rushed into me, causing
my heavy books to fall on the ground, he ran away and didn’t apologize !! I was
“t7l6ming” while picking up my books.. when suddenly a hand reached out for my
books before I could reach them..
I
looked up..
He
was
.
.
.
.
.
JASSEM:0
:0
I
gave him my back, I went walking forward completely ignoring his him.
Jassem:
ya bent!! Nseety your books, la7’9a la7’9a shfeech 9ayra 3a9eft el 9a7ra2 :s::
I took the stairs, and was heading down, he
was still following me !! it was the end of the stairs, it took me to a
basement ..
It
was dark, and empty in here, I didn’t know where to go now, since it was my
first day in this school, I’m lost.
A
hand reached my shoulder, stopping me from speeding up in the dark corridors, I
turned aroud he was jassem again :)
Me:
wakhr 3nyy!!!!
Jassem:
la t9ar5een 3alay!! *throwing the books on the ground*
Me:
ufff shtabe feeenyy!! Ethleff
Jassem:
lw sam7tii la tghal6een ou sm3eeny ly el akhrr
Me:
ENT SHNUU?? LK 3AIN TL7GNYY LY EL MADRESA!! @@
Jassem:
hahaha, la 7abebti hl mra entay ely l7gteny ;) la tnsain hathy madresty ana ou
entay el bent el yadeeda!!
Me:
tchatheb 3alay anaa?? A9lan ent mfrou’9 bl jam3a mu madresa:/
Jassem:
3del kalamch, ely ma t3rfenh eny ana 3ayed elsena lish mreet b’9rouuf 93baa..
Me:
ahaa, yala 3n ethnek ana bamshyy!! *trying to remove his hand from my shoulder*
Jassem:
LA7’9A WAGFYY!!!!!!! ENTAYY SHNUU MA T7SEEN???? LULU ENTAY MA TADREEN SHNU
ENTAY BL NESBA LYY??!!!!! BKOUN 9AREE7 WEYACH AWL MA KALMTCH MSN GBEL LA
NETSHAWEF GBEL SALFT EL HOSPITAL, 7ESBT ENTY METHEL BAJY EL BNAAT ELY RAY7EEN
FEEHA, BS WALLAH KUBRTII IB 3AINYYY, OU MELKTY HL GULBB * y2shr 3ala gulbh* GULBII
7ABCHH YA LULWAA, YOUM 8ARARTYY TETRKEENYY HL 2 WEEKS ELY EFTRGNA FEEHA 3N
B3’9, 9RT METHEL EL MAYNOUUN!! ALLAH A3LEM IB 7ALTYY, KNT ARDED ESMCH IB KEL
MUKAAN, 7ATA OMY OU KHWATY LA7’9AW HL SHYY, KNT KHAYEF AKHSRCH FOREVER YA
LULU.. LULU ENTAY EL7EEN KEL DENYTII, OU MABE AKHSR DENYTII, ABECH ENTAY IB
7AYATII BS, OU ELGADR JEM3NA WEYA B3’9 AGAIN .. TUKFA LA T’9Y3EEN HL FR9A MN
EEDCH, ADRI ENY WAYED GHAL6T IB 7GCHH, OU MEST3ED ASWY AY SHY BS SAM7EENYYY!!!!
LULWA ANA A7BECHH OU AMOUT FEECHH.
Me:
……….
#Speakofheartt
In life we get
judged in almost everything..
You get sad about
what people say about you, and it’s not even true.. so why do you let those
rumors stay on your nerves?
Don’t think about
what people want..
But,
Think about what YOU
want..
Because you’ll never
be happy that way..
Live for yourself
Love yourself.
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