*shaikha’s pov*
It
been two weeks..
Nothing
that much important happened to me, just the same daily routine..
My
surgery was after few days from now..
i
was heading to the door when suddenly my dad’s voice stopped me..
Dad:
3ala wein?
Me:
ray7a el mustashfa 3endy appointment weya el doctor ..
Dad:
aah 9a7.. ana shloun nseet.. enzain ma tben taklen shy gbel la trou7en?
Me:
la 3aleek bl 3afya, ana mtryga;p
Dad:
meta:/ ma sheftich?
Me:
y7lelii el youm ga3da mn 9b7 allah khair la sh’3l wla msh’3la gelt asweli
ryouug ..
Dad:
ou ana ma fakrti feny?::
Me:
hehe enshalla el mra el yayaa aswelk a7laa ryouug ::
…..
*Lulu’s
pov*
Two long heavy weeks had passed, without talking to
jassem, and today was the first day of my new school, aah I feel terrible.
I’m mad at my mom, and jassem at the same time..
My mom for forcing me to join this school, and jassem for
lying to me, and chasing me around :)
Oh jassem, you have cause a struggle inside me..
My mind & heart kept struggling on you..
My mind was blocking all the ways to forgiveness..
“have you forget what he did to you? you are to him like
any other girl in the street, he just want to use you.. showers you with love,
and promises, then leaves you in the middle of the road broken.. like any other
un useful wooden..”
but, my heart kept calling for you..
“don’t dare to do a silly mistake, that will let you lose
your only crush, and love.. he loves you, he cares about you, you are to him
his princess, and he’s your lifesaver who follows you, just to make sure his
princess is safe..”
My thoughts started to fade away..
I’m back to face this NIGHTMARE that turned out to be my
REALITY.
……
*maryam’s pov*
Flashback..
After
2 years of using these pills..
I
started to have a MASSIVE headache..
It
kept me awake day and night..
These
pills won’t help me anymore to decrease this pain..
I went to the hospital and knew from the doctor that..
Me: so doctor, what’s wrong with me?
Doctor: well, as we have seen from the X-rays .. the
amount of pills that u have been taken, had affected you badly, it damaged a
part from your brain and nerves.. that’s why you feel dizzy all the time and
you suffer from massive headache ..
Me: ohh, is there any cure??
Doctor: look, first of all you MUST stay away from these
kind of pills, and STAY away from people who would make you suffer or would let
you depressed, cause I’m afraid living with depression, and being negative all
the time will lead you to lose your life..
Me: what you mean?? Am I affected with some disease that
I’ll die from it??
Doctor: I can’t say such a thing.. you know only god
knows what’s the future is hidden for us, meanwhile you need to stay away from
things that would affect you negatively.. and I’ll give you a list of the food
you need to eat daily, and some medicine, also whenever you feel depressed just
leave your home, travel, go the beach, do anything that would make you
satisfied!!!
……...
*jawa’s
pov*
I
was walking in the corridors, with my friends, stopping every second to hug or
kiss another friend..
Suddenly..
My
eyes met someone, a new girl at our school.. she reminded me of my first day in
here..it was a HELL for me.
I
decided to go and meet her..
Jawa:
heyy, so you are new? ;p
Girl:
eeh..
Jawa:
btw my name is jawa what’s yours?
Girl:
m3ach lulu alxxxx :D *shaking hands*
Jawa:
wl, n3em feechh.. shaklich ma t3rfen a7ed ehny?
Lulu:
laa .. I mean ee a3reff
Jawa:
el7en ee wela laa?:s
Lulu:
lool eeh esmha anfal alxxxx
Jawa:
ahaa.. awl mra asm3 feeh wl n3em feha:p
Lulu:
eeh lish she’s new here methlyy..
Jawa:
oh okay, so are waiting for her or something?
Lulu:
well, madri I haven’t talked to her yet..
Jawa:
enzain shna6ra kalmeeha, 3ashan a5thkum
both in a tour mra wa7da:p!
Lulu:
lool enshalla, bs shloun aklemha?;s
Jawa:
call her?-.-
Lulu:
haaw yseer ast3mel my phone?
Jawa:
eehh some teachers don’t mind klshh;p
…..
*shaikha’s
pov*
I
was walking in the hospital corridor, when suddenly I heard a yelling voice,
then someone started to cry..
I
went to ask the nurses to know what’s happening..
Me:
hey, what’s up with that screaming?
Nurse:
a young gentleman, had lost his grandparents, they say because he haven’t got
that amount of money to save their lives.. and they told me also, that they
were the only two left for him, cause he had lost his parents when he was
child..he broke my heart, he looked so hopeless ..
Thoughts>>>
Bkoun
9aree7a weyakum ..
Awl
esm 6ra’a 3ala baly ehw MN8ETH *mesharii*
La
laa enshalla mu ehw:(
Etha
6l3 ehw, mra7 agdr asame7 nafsyy..
Yarabyy
ely saweta feeh mu shway..
I
started to have flashback..
To
our last meeting, in the hayed park..
And
how CRUEL & HEARTLESS I was to him :’)
I
went following that sound..
Trying
my best to fix my ears on this sad voice..
With
each step I take, my heart beats rapidly ..
I
reached the end of this corridor, the sound started to fade..
On
my left was a room, it was kept for cleaning tools and stuff that they use for
the hospital..
I
decided to have a look ..
I
saw him, MESHARYY..
My
brave MN8ETH..
Too
weak..
Depressed..
Stretching
on the bare ground..
placing
his head between his shaking hands..
Crying
like a little child who had lost his parents..
I
was in a room with him, the dark was surrounding us..
Silent
moments..
I
sat beside him, placing my hand on his shoulder, trying to comfort him, hoping
he’ll forgive me..
#speakofheartt
No one ever said
that life is fair..
No one ever said
that life is easy to live..
But no matter what I
face in my life,
Good or bad..
I am still
thankful..
Some people are
searching for a piece of bread to eat..
And,
Some people are
throwing the food in the trash..
Also,
There’re poor people
but they are happy..
And,
There’re rich people
but they are not happy..
Life can make us,
Cry.
Laugh.
Smile.
Sad.
Happy.
And, depressed.
So,
Don’t look too far,
far above your head..
And,
Be thankful for what
you own before it goes away from you.
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