Heyy this post is dedicated to the beauties @washiyb98 & @lovesStoryb :* <33
so far the previous chapters mostly were talking about
shaikha’s life from her own point of view .. but from now on, I decided to
unlock the secrets behind lulu’s life too ..
long post!!!
p.s. tara enms7 ou I wrote it again .. didn't check if I had any spelling, grammatical mistakes..
please provide me with your feedback? :'c
Enjoy xx
*lulu’s point of view*
I was laying on my bed with my lab laying beside me,
it was open on a messenger, I kept refreshing the page for 1000 time!! Waiting for
him to be online :’)
You might be wondering, who is “him” ?
I can’t tell you, that he is my charming prince, well let me
first summarize for you how I met him ..
I remember that day as if it was yesterday, my dad came
to pick me up from school, I was shocked, the driver used to pick me up, why
did my dad show up? Did something happened to the driver? .. and many questions
were appearing to my mind ..
My dad looked paled that day..
It was an awkward silence..
I decided to break it up by asking ..
Me: yuba sh9ayer, lish el sayeg ma mrny mn elmdresa
elyoum?
Dad: lish ma tbeni amrch? *gazing on the road*
Me: la mu 3an .. bs 9edmtny..
Dad: …..
Me: yuba 9ayer shy ..
Dad: walla bnytii mara7 a5sh shy 3nch .. tadren enty kubrti
ou mu yahel .. ou atwq3 t3rfeen shedour bl bait ..
Me: eeh? :c
Dad: ou tadren omch ma t3asher .. elsanha sh6oula,
9brt 3aleha wayed .. ou 7altna allah a3lem feeha kel youm hwash 3ala shy ma
yswa..
Me: …..
Dad: bekht9ar t6lgna .. *avoiding my eyes*
….
The days passed, my dad left us
the home, and went planning for his new life..
My brother? Well, he’s 24/7 out hanging
with his friends, I once caught him dating a girl, she looked so ****** !
And what about my mom? The first
months she used to lock herself in her room, refusing to face the world .. but
now, she never stay at home, like my brother .. she joined a gym club, and she
always travel with her single friends, leaving me alone ..
I don’t remember when the last
time I had lunch in the big table surrounded by a family ..
I just want to feel that amazing
feeling when your mother hugs you so tight to her chest ..
Or when you lay on her, while she
play with your hair and tells you a story ..
I read about it in books .. but I
had never taste it in life ..
But do you know which is the
worst part?
When I check my instagram .. and
find zillion picture of my friends with their family ..
Gathering
Smiling
Hugging
Kissing
And when they type..
الله يخليكم لبعض..
I wish to live in their shoes for
ONCE.
..
At that time I wasn’t close with shaikha at all, so I couldn’t
tell her about this deep scratch in my heart ..
Neither my relatives .. I only see them in certain occasions.
I spend most of my nights tearing until I fall sleep..
Woke up the next day finding dry tears on my pillow..
I started to get lifeless..
Hopeless..
And every negative word u can find in the oxford
dictionary will describe my miserable state.
So .. I decided to surf the internet trying to kill my
negative state..
I found a site for chat, it’s random chat for Arabs ..
I picked a “fake” name for me, then started entering
these chat rooms..
It was full with many fake people..
Rude people mostly.. with bad language ..
I got a request from a random guy, inviting me to a
private chat with him..
I accepted ..
And from that day t6wrt 3elaqtna as a “friends” youm
3n youm .. 7aseeta ehw ukhoy, uboy, ahly kel shyy .. jad he is the only person I feel relaxed
when I talk to him..
After a month..
Jassem: lulu b6leb mnch 6aleb bs la trdenyy! *jassem
the name of that guy*
Lulu: enshallah ba7awel :c
Jassem: mes7y hl account ou mabe ashoufch shabka mna
again!!
Lulu: LISHH??:o
Jassem: lulu ..tadren aku nas mr’9a ehnyy .. ou ana
khayf 3alech mn 3yal el 7raam..
Lulu: eeh ana mu 6ayga hl site .. bs adsha 3ashan
aklmek..
Jassem: khala9 3yal 9akeeh o klmeni msn hatha Emaily ‘9efenyy!!
*giving her his email*
…
Back to the present..
I was laying beside my lab, waiting for him to be
online ..
When suddenly my phone started to vibrate!!
It’s 1:00 pm at night who would call me at that time
:o
It was SHAIKHAA!!
اللهم اجعله خير..
I pressed on the green button..
Me: aloo
Shaikha: luluuu *sniffing* mn8ethh 6l3 weya nour *sniffing* L3EBAAW
3ALAAAYY!!! *crying*
Me: la7’9a hadyy sh9ayerr!! Mnu mn8eth?:o
Shaikha: hatha *sniffing* elyy
She started to tear again .. her tears were blocking
her from continuing her sentence..
Me: 7abeebtyy la tbcheen dmou3ch ghalyaa 3alayy:( ..
kelha thewany o akoun 3endch!!
i hanged up on her, and called the driver..
driver: …
me: aloo kumaar sw syara!!
Driver: whaatt? Enta maku shof km sa2a elheen? rouh
nam ahsn..
*hanging up on me:)*
G3dt a7nch 3aleeh ou ahdeda AKH9EM M3ASHAA lma r’9a
yw9lni elmustashfa :’) shnswyy ma ynf3 m3ahm ‘3er hl 7al!
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I wore my free city, with a flew t-shirt, baij hejab, and my comfortable toms.
I was about to leave my room, when I noticed my lab is
still switched on ..
So I went to switch it off, but I stopped when i saw
10 un read messages from msn ..
It was like that..
Jassem: Salaam :D
3endy lch bshara!!
Aloo wainch? -.-
Luluuu:o
Enshala ma t7green:)
Heyy gam a7atechh!!
LULUUUUUUUU
ARE YOU HEREEE
ALOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lulu: sorry, knt aklem my friend ana barou7 el
mustashfa lha now, ttyl!
I received his message at the after 2 seconds ..
Jassem: ay mustashfa?
Me: Amiri hospital!
After that I went offline, then switched off my lab!
….
In the car..
Thought>>>
Allah yster bs ..
3ssa ma sar shy ib shaikha :( .. mskeena she went
through a lot hl ayaam! Allah ykoun ib 3ounha bs..
Jassem hl ayaam 9ayer wayed y7atenii .. y3amlni chny
7abeebta .. he is creeping me..
Laa7’9aa!!
Ana mu chnh 36eeta esm el hospital :o
La laa allah la ygoula ..
Ma atwq3 ysweeha ou y6eb el mustashfa..
A9lan lish iyee..
Ana shnu bl nesba lh?
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#Random thoughts
تمر بحياتنا مواقف يعجز اللسان ان يفسرها ..
اهي مو بس محرجه ..
اهي تطعن صميم قلبنا ..
اذا بدلنا منها حرفين ..
بدلنا الجيم مكان الحاء ..
صارت مجرحه ..
اي نعم اهي مجرحه ..
مجرحه يوم خلتني اسهر الليل عشانها ..
و طيرت النوم من عيني..
واهي مجرحه يوم قامت تشك بحبي لها ..
و اهي مجرحه يوم غدرت بحبنا ..
بس تحولت محرجه يوم خلتني اعلن حبها امام الكل!!!
و اهي انكرت هالغرام و العشق ..
قلبي من بعدها سار عايش بسراب ..
و قلبي مختوم عليه بدمها ..
ختمت عليه حكمه عمري ما راح انساها يا بشر ..
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