chapter 11

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*Shaikha’s point of view*

I opened my eyes hoping what happened with me was just a nightmare..

but instead, I saw myself laying on that un comfortable bed ..

the smell of the place made me feel more dizzy ..

i turned on my right side and found my mom reading qura’an ..

me: Yuma-aa *breathless*

mom: 7abebtyy 7asa b,3war 7asa ib shy??? *rushing to my side*

me: la-aa *9ot’ha raye7*

mom: 3yal ana barou7 ayeeb lch shy taklenh..

my mom left ..

I started having flashbacks ..

Nour’s tricky message ..

The guy who saved me from the dog..

My mini fight with lulu..

ME Making fool of myself in front of the person I care about most..

Me, in the middle of the street ..

Hopeless ..

And that anonymous sound..

Wait I’m hearing it AGAIN NOW :o

“don’t be so happy .. u might have survived this accident by luck but you’ll never fix what u did to ur most adorable person, khaled ..”

This anonymous voice was inside me.. I couldn’t get rid of it .. because it’s part of me ..

I said calmly : “you are not helping .. remember you are part of me .. if u made me think negatively of myself then you are affecting yourself too .. after all we are together in this mess”

The voice said “HAHAHA! Do u think I’m satisfied to be a part of you? You are mistaken dear .. I don’t have ANOTHER CHOICE! I’m stuck with you .. you are such a coward, lifeless, pathetic creature I have ever met …”

I placed my hands on my ears and kept yelling my lungs out .. “STOP ITT STOP ITTT!!!!!”

I felt a hand trying to pull away my hands from my ear ..

I opened my eyes which was filled with tears ..

Washed my tears away..

Looked carefully ..

That figure who touched my hands..

That figure which was standing next to me

Was..

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KHALED!!!!!!!!

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#Kill_Me

 

He kept staring at me ..i covered my face with my pillow avoiding him ..

But he removed the pillow, and threw it away from me  .. :’)

So I dived slowly under the cover of my bed ..

But..

He also removed the cover of my bed .. and kept staring deeply in my eyes..

 I was trying my best to avoid his gaze..

So I turned on the other side, giving him my back..

Silence moments .. which creeps me the most..

I thought for a moment he left the room, I was about to turn to check if he’s still here or left me alone..

But his voice stopped me from turning, and let my heart SKIP A BEAT!

Khaled: “ Shaikhaa .. tadren entay raj3ty ly rou7ii .. wallah 9edgti youm gelti 3ny taf’h o sakheef .. tadren g3dt afker ams 6oul el lail o astrj3 thekryatii ely kelha 3ebara 3n bnaat o 6al3aat o sa’her o noum taly elna’har .. ams 3erft 8eemt el 7ayaat .. 8eemt lma ykoun 3endk shakh9 y’htem feek o y7bek o ys’her 3ashank .. wallah kheft akhsrch ams .. kheft akhser el ensan el wa7ed el gdr ywaj’hny o y’3yer 7ayatii lel af’9el …”

I was completely SHOCK.

My own stupidity turn out to be a positive thing ! I had changed a person way of thinking positively .. could it be?:c

Me: …..

Khaled: aloo? Shaikhaa laykoun nemtyy??

Me:….

He came closer to me and whispered in my ears ..

" نداء من كوكب الارض الى شيخه السرحانه  .. هل تسمعينني ؟"

I huge smile appeared on my face .. but I kept silent and pulled the cover to hide my face  اعناد

Khaled: y3ni tben t3andeen? Okay nshouuf ;)

After a few seconds of silence ..

A cold water was spread all on my face and my hair :’)

Me: aaaayyyy bareddd!!!! Ya 7maaar ana awreeeekkk:(

Khaled: HAHAHAHAAH a7sn 3ashan ma tdgreeni next time ;)

My mom came and khaled moved 2 steps away from my bed and hid the bottle of water behind him..

Mom: weeh:o mnu mswy fech chithyy?

Khaled: bentch allah y’hadaha qarert ta5th shower bl frash-.- ::

Mom: weeh Yuma 7abebty lish tswen b,rou7ch chiithy

Me: la hatha kha.. *interrupted by khaled :’)”

Khaled: eeh khalty tara ana kalemt eldectour gal lazm tnam chm laila ehnyy..

Me: y3ni bnaam ehnyy:(?

Khaled: eeh 3ashan yt2kdoun ena ma fech shy .. y3ni mathlan ka elyoum tesb7ti bl b6el .. allah yster mn elyaay :’D ::

Me: chuubbb:)

Mom: khaloud rou7 kalem eldector khal yr59onha bacher el9b7 .. kahy sh’zenha ma ye7taay tg3ed akthr mn youm..

Khaled: walla shnswy b3ed hathy t3aleem eldector o ehw adra b,m9l7t’ha mna..

…

 

The doctor came, asking khaled, and my mom to leave me alone with him..

Doctor: hey shaikha, how you feel right now?

Me: much better, el7emdealla..

Doctor: good .. I wanna ask you about that guy with u in that accident? Do you know him?

Me: no, why? And what happened to him?

Doctor: ohh, see he had fallen on his head .. so we did a small surgery to him .. he’s okay now .. he had safely managed to skip the dangerous part .. but I’m afraid he had lost his memory  .. he needs time to recall what happened and to remember who is he ..

Me: oh my god:(

Doctor: I thought u were a relative to him .. sorry

Me: no I just met him yesterday .. why don’t you look for his family?

Doctor: his mom and dad died long time ago when he was a child .. and he is their only child .. he is living  with his grandparents and they won’t handle such a thing like that .. so I’m looking for someone to bring him his memory back ..

Me: ohh such a poor guyL I really feel sorry for him .. can I see him?

Doctor: umm .. it won’t help ..

Me: please .. he saved my life , I can’t leave him in this situation !! I must meet my life saver PLEASE:(?

Doctor: okay , I will tell the nurse to take u to his room, remember your goal to make him happy, any stupid thing will put his life in danger..

Me: enshallahh

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The nurse took me to my life saver room .. I knocked the door, then entered carefully trying to not make noise ..

I came closer to him ..

Peeked in his face ..

Wait a sec?

HE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THAT GUY WHO SAVED ME FROM THE DOG LAST NIGHT :O :O :O

Thoughts>>>

He saved my life TWICE. While me? I didn’t even bother to ask about my life saver .. if the doctor didn’t plan telling me about him today, then you’ll never find me stepping on his room ..

I’m such a HEARTLESS person..

I was a completely stranger to him ..a  stranger soul was important to him .. he sacrificed his life for a STANGER GIRL!!

He own such a pure heart ..  

People like him deserve to be loved .. deserve to be respected by others .. and most of all they need to be appreciated …

And it’s rare to find people who would sacrifice their life for you these days ..

If you found one, then you’re LUCKY.

Place this person in your heart and keep your heart locked on him always .. hide the key somewhere where no one can reach it..

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Let me describe him for you..

He’s 22 years old..

His height is perfect for a guy

Short wavy black hair..

Light brownish eyes..

Long eyelashes ..

Tanned glowing skin..

Elegant face..

Attractive smile..

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I came closer toward him a tear appeared on my cheeks but I managed to hid it before he could caught it..

Me: hey..

……: who is this?:c

Me: to you I’m a completely stranger .. you might don’t recognize me .. but I’ll help you to remember the day we met and remember your other beautiful memories .. I’m the reason behind you laying in here desperate .. and I promise you I’ll be by your side as you have been yesterday..

…….: are you filming a movie or something? :s

Me: shnu?:o shakuu:ss

……: 3yal who are you? What u want from me??

Me: listen I came to help you .. and to make sure u are right..

……: oh, so did the doctor send you or something?

Me: eeh the doctor sent me :D

…..: cool, you can go now and assure him that I’m okay!

Me: what’s your name *ignoring what he said*

……: I don’t know ..

Shaikha enty kheblaa shloun ts2lena hl so2l nasya ena ehwa faqed el thakeraa :)!

Me: ohh .. shrayek a6l3 lk esm?

……: ana agoul shraych t6l3een o te5t9reen 3alay elmw’9o3 ..

Me: hmm.. khala9 leget’ha bnadeeek منقذ :D

Mn8th: o ana bsmeech دعله :’D

Me: afaa el7een ana srt de3laa:(?

Mn8th: mu 3ajbech, tara el bab youse3 lh jamel ;)

Me: jamel wela kalemat? :::

Mn8th: BARAAA:)

Me: ma’3eedha sorry:( ::

Mn8th: 3adi as2lch so2l? etha aku ay e7raaj lch la jawbenii..

Me: eeh tf’9ell ??

Mn8th: shfeeh wayhch m7trga, madri m6gouga?

Me: la hatha wla hatha :’) … allah yslmek ana *telling him what happened to me in details*

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After a couple of minutes a young lady, came rushing to the room ignoring the fact that I’M HERE!!

She went towards mn8th, placed her arms on his shoulder, giving a slightly hug, then dived her face on his chest .. she was crying like a little girl who lost her expensive toy!

Mn8th pushed her away from him, he was so shocked and terrified!!

Mn8th: heyyy entayyy maynounaa wa5ryy 3nyy!!

The girl: LA LAAA MUSTA7EEELL!!!!! shloun nesetnyyy?? *sniffing* ana jawaa 7abebtkk *sniffing* ma t’thkrnyy?

Mn8th: waleeeh y3ni ma nkhl9 e7na mn aflamkum!! Yuba ana a9lan ma 3endy 7ABEEEBAA! La t2lfeen mn kaifchh .. ou yala farjyyy wagtii mn th’heb ma a’9y3a 3ala amthalch..

Jawa: haaak shouf hl 9wer choud t’thkrek ib ayaamnaa :’) *throwing some photos on his bed*

Jawa left the room with tears filling her eyes .. I followed her outside .. I must talk to her she seem to know a lot about him .. she can help me get his memory back to him ..

Me: lw sama7tiii *calling her*

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#Random thoughts

في حياتنا مواقف غريبة تمر علينا ما نقدر نفسرها ..
وكثيرا ما نتساءل بيننا وبين أنفسنا عنها ..

في مره قعدت مع انسان غريب اول مره تصادفه و قعدت تسولف معاه و تحس انك ارتحت له ؟
وسمعت صوتا فانجذبت نحوه  من غير ما تشوفه ؟
و ما قعدت مع شخص لدقائق  وقمت تحس كأنك تعرفه من سنين ؟
في مره تحدثت مع إنسان لا يصير لك لا من اهلك ولا من ربعك و تبعد بينك وبينه المسافات
وترتاح له اكثر من اشخاص قريبين اليك ؟
و لما تكون معاه تحس بأنه يقرأ أفكارك ويجيب عن تساؤلاتك قبل أن تسأله!
ويمكن تفشي له احد اسرار عن طيب خاطر!
من أول لقاء به ولم تفكر لحظه أن ظنك فيه سيخيب..!

كل هذه المواقف ما لها إلا تفسير واحد..

اللي هو سر تلاقي الأرواح مهما اختلفت الظروف ومهما باعدت بينها المسافات..

هذي لغة القلوب حين تتلاقى ..

لما نلتقي فجأة بتوأمنا الآخر ..

 أين ؟

 ومتى ؟

 لا يهم..

المهم أن يلتقيا على الحب والخير بإذن الله.