الاثنين، 10 يونيو 2013

chapter 12

This post is dedicated to the gorgeous @fatmabhadi :* <3
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ENJOYYYY!!
 
  
Jawa left the room with tears filling her eyes .. I followed her outside .. I must talk to her. she seems to know a lot about him .. she can help me get his memory back to him ..
Me: lw sama7tiii *calling her*
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Jawa: KHAIR?? *mnfsa*
Me: hmm .. la bs knt bgoulch shesmaa .. *interrupted by her*
Jawa:ufff m6wlaa?? :)
Me: heyy shfech tklmenii chiithyy!!
Jawa: OU LCH 3AIN TRADEDEEN B3ED?? ENTAY SHNU MA TEST7EEN 3ALA WAYHICHH?? MU KAFYY ELY SAWETE’H FEENYY OU FEEHH?? Y3NI KHALEETY KEL SHABAB EL DEERA OU MA LEGAITY ‘3ER 7ABEEBII TRAK’9EEN WARAAAH!!!!! ANA B3REF SHLOUN 7ABECH MN AKHLA8CH ELZEFTT WELA WAYHCH EL MSHW’H?  9IJ ENCH JELEELT 7AYA’A OU AHLCH MA 3RFAW YRBOUNCH 9A7!!!!
Her words were as knife stabbed on my heart ..
I had tasted the poison coming between her lips ..
She let her heart speak without thinking about it in her mind!!!
WHAT THE HELL SHE IS TALKING ABOUT??????
She thinks that I stole her boyfriend from her!!!!
And the worst part is she mentioned my family! This was my weakness ..
DON’T EVER MENTION A NEGATIVE THING OF ANY MEMBER OF MY FAMILY IN FRONT OF ME, UNDERSTOOD?
^for breaking that RULE, I slapped her on her right cheeks!
At first her face was expressionless! Then she gave me that dead stare and left while saying…
“ Ana awreech ya bnt el **** ”
Haha, as if I’m scared of that ***** :’)!
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I went back to mn8eth’s room, I found him looking deep in to these pictures .. trying to figure out the hidden message behind them..
I took a step closer to his bed ..
He felt my presence .. so he started acting weirdly ..
He threw the pictures on the ground, I bent to pick them up, but he held my hand stopping me ..
we kept focusing our eyes on each other .. trying to read our hidden thoughts ..                            
He: sorry .. *removing his hand*
Me: it’s okay ..
He: hmm, can u promise me something?
Me: sure?
He: promise me that you’ll tell me the truth, and never deny it!
Me: I promise..
He: great, so this young lady, who ran off a couple of minutes ago, what did she wants from me? Who brought her here??
Me: i followed her to know the reason behind that, but she pushed me away, and didn’t give me a chance to explain myself!!
He: oh, she sounds very rude!!
Me: yeah she is!!
The nurse came after a while..
Nurse: are you shaikaa? *y3ni shai5a::*
Me: yeah it’s me?
Nurse: oh, thank god I have found you! You have visitors waiting for you.. *breathless*
Me: then inform them I’m coming ..
Nurse: okay..
She left.
Me: I must go now, talk to you later mn8eth!
Mn8eth: rou7a bla radaa :D
Me: hahaha adri mu 6al3a mn gulbek ;p
Mn8eth: agoul rou7y bs la ta2kherain 3ala 7abaybechh ::
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I reached my room, and found lulu sitting on my bed hugging my pillow and crying ,  while talking nonsense to herself .. 9ij ma kan ly khelg a’97ek bs yarabyy shaklha film :::
Lulu: SHAIKHAAA YAL KHAYSAAAA :’( *hugging me*
Me: shwy shwy tara gam t3wreenii:( ::
Lulu: ya 7maraa ana gam a7atech o 7alty 7alaa ou entay ma5tha el salfa  the7k:)? 9ij mu kafuu!!! *letting me go*
Me: LOL, wallah shaklich kan 3ebara 3n film comedy :: mal a9wrech o a76ech ib keek =))
lulu: hehehe:(
me: shfech yuba?
Lulu: shaikha .. wallah ma knt b’hdch brou7ich ehnaak .. I was trying my best to keep our promise .. bs tadren ana feny phobia mn el dogs .. so walla sorry mu ib eedyy .. b3dain salft ur cuzn nour el7aqera ana ba’hthlt’ha tb’hthel!! Ou mra7 akhleehaa ib 7alhaa!!
Me: el zebda?
Lulu: sam7eni:(?
Me: entay hablaa?
Lulu: huh ;/
Me: la laa entay akeed mu 9a7yaa ballah ana shloun bz3el 3ala ekhtyy<3??
Lulu: ya b3ed 6wayfiii entayy<33 *hugging me*
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lulu left, then my mom came with ahmed, and they brought laila with them, I miss her so much!!
*in case if u forget about her, laila is my little sister she’s 8 years old, but wise enough to understand what’s going around..*
After few hours they left me, after making sure I had everything I need in here .. and yeah they left nancy to take care of me .. since mom was busy minding her own business, she NEVER treated me as her daughter, I never tasted love or care from her..
Actually, to be honest with you sometimes I feel STRANGER in my own family..
Four days had passed on that same silly routine ..
Until that night..
I would never forget that night ..
I still remember every single bit of it ..
It was so .. well, I couldn’t find a right word to describe it!
Let get back to the story..
It was 12:00 pm ..
I was trying to fall asleep ..
But..
I couldn’t..
Maybe because I was over thinking?
Or because of..
شخير  nancy -.-!
I decided to go for a walk in the hospital corridors ..
I remembered something!
The photos? .. it might be a good clue to solve this mystery!!
Jawa won’t help me at all!! But I might found someone else in that picture that could help!
I went rushing to mn8eth’s room, but I was forced to stop .. when I have heard that devil voice ..
In case if you are wondering, it was nour’s voice , aku ‘3erha :’)?
I stood motionless, stretching my back on the wall, listening carefully to what was going behind my back ..
Nour: HAHAHA .. ma hgeet’ha 9aida le hl drjaaa !
Mn8eth: eeh wallah 3ad hathy mn as’hel el 7alaat ely mraw 3alay ;)
Nour: enzain shouf, abeek t5leeha she falls in love with you, ou abe khaled y6ee7 3aleeh, y3ni khalha tlmek aw she confuses her love to you .. shy chithyy el mohem ena abeeha e6eee7 mn 3ainaa!!!
Mn8eth: hatha 6aleb 9a3eb bs tadreen maku shy y93eb 3alay anaa ;)
Nour: eeh kfuu!
Mn8eth: ou methel ma entay 3arfa kel shy lh se3raa ;)
Nour: 150 Kd zain?
Mn8eth: hahaha shnu yahel 3endch anaa tg9een 3alay ib hl chm baizaa -.-
Nour: shouuf hatha ye3tmad 3ala dqt tmtheelk, y3ni jawa she acted so real! Fa she deserve el amout ely 36et’ha ..
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Thoughts>>>
Shagoul ????
I’m speechless!!!
Mu gadraa a9deg ely shafeta 3ainyy..
Mu gadraa athe8 bly sm3ta ethnyy..
Ana ib 7elm wela 3elm?
Someone pinch me please ..
I’ve trusted him so easily .. and opened my heart for him..
He kept on treating me very badly, and calling me names..
Treating me like a maid..
I did handle all these shits, because of what?
Because I had a pure heart .. and I always treat people as if they were angles even if they don’t deserve it :’)
I can’t believe I made a completely fool of myself again..
I can’t believe the amount of HATE nour have for me ..
But the most thing that I really can’t bear is
HOW CAN A HUMAN BEING, PLAY ON OTHER HUMAN BEINGS FEELINGS BECAUSE OF MONEY???
Money isn’t everything you know..
You can’t buy family with money, can you?
You can’t buy people’s heart with money, can you?
You can’t buy happiness, and satisfaction with money ..
The glass of water fell from my hands, indicating a terrible sound!
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قضي علي!!
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  #Random thoughts
ديروا بالكم من اللي ادخلونا بيتكم ..
و من اللي امنتوا على اسراركم ..
يا فهيم ترى اصابعك مو واحد ..
يا كثر اللي يهللون و يرحبون جدامنا ..
ومن ورانا سجاجين تطعن بظهورنا ..
ترى الزمان ما عاد مثل قبل يا خوي ..
خذها نصيحة مني ...
وان ما عجبتك فأنت الخسران ..
لا تخلي قلبك "بوفيه" مفتوح للكل ..
و لا تصدق كل ما تسمعه اذنك ..
ولا تثق بأحد كثر ثقتك بنفسك..
واسمع لعقلك قبل لا يسبقه قلبك ..
وان كان عندك عزيز و تخشى فراقه ..
عيل حط له مليون عذر ..
و اخيرا ..
خل ايمانك بالله قوي ..
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