Chapter 28

*lulu’s pov*

The day of shaikha’s surgery..

It was like that,

We were all gathered outside the surgery room, waiting to hear a good news..

Me, my mom, ebtisam, and shaikha’s father..

Silents moments..

Suddenly, meshari came and join us without saying a word..

I was really shocked to see him here, cause the last day he refused to get out from the bed..

3 hours had passed..

A man looked in his last 30’s came out from the surgery room..

He was wearing his white coat..

with deep pockets to hold examination instruments..

Shaikha’s dad: doctor how did the surgery went? And how’s my daughter the patient??

Doctor:……….

….

*jawa’s pov*

I was laying on my bed watching a movie, but the sound of my phone disturbed me.

I checked my phone to find a whatsapp from unknown number :/

*Whatsapp chat*

……..: hey;p

Me: mnu?

……..: it’s me hamad, the guy with you bl t6we3..

Me: aha okay

Hamad: sorry if I’m bothering you..

Me: no, it’s okay..

Hamad: so, you are the same jawa that I met in London? ;p

Me: Iol don’t remaind me :c

Hamad: lish?;p

Me: bs mw8ef khayes ou yfashell!!

Hamad: LOOOOOL

Me: :)

Hamad: bs jad ma twq3t a9adfch again..

Me: me too..

And we stayed chatting like this till midnight.

p.s. if you wondering from where he got her number? Well, if u still remember they made a whatsapp group including all the volunteers, so he got her number from that whatsapp group.

*Meshary’s pov*

Lulu left with shaikha’s dad to bring for her some clothes and other important stuff, while lulu’s mom, went back to her apartment joining her ebtisam. And I was left alone with shaikha.

I sat in a chair beside her bed, and gazed into her, she looked so beauty natural..

As if I was looking at her for the first time..

Pallid and clear skin
High cheek bones
slim cheeks
Delicate chin
Narrowed eyes
Narrow, straight nose
Long, thick lashes
High arched brows

But..

She had one scar, it was located above her eye brows..

I placed my hand carefully,

Feeling her cheeks ..

Then, gentely,

I started playing with her hair..

Then, I took the jar of water, and started filling my glass with water..

Suddenly,

The jar fell from me!!!

causing a aloud noisy sound..

This lead shaikha to wake up ..

I took a step backward..

Shaikha: meshari, hatha ent? *breathless*

Me: eeh hatha ana, asf g3dtch mn noumch..

Shaikha: la 3adyy, wein uboy?

Me: uboch ra7 el she8a weya lulu yboun lch chum sh’3la..

Shaikha: ou khalty maryam ou ebtisam wein?

Me: rj3aw yry7oun mn ams ou ehma ehny..

Shaikha: weeh khant 7eelyy.. enzain ou ent lish ma re7t ray7t?

Me: 6arda?

Shaikha: laa shaku;s

Me: haha, allah yslmch ma yseer n5lech brou7ch ehny, lazm a7ed yjablch..

Shaikha: hmm ..enzain abe mirror?

Me: lish :/

Shaikha: b3ed shnu lish? Bshouf shaklii 7araam!!:(

Me: shaikha .. malh da3y, tdaren el shakel mu kel shy.. ou hatha gadr allah ou lazem nr’9a feeh..

Shaikha: aa-haa allah kareem *A tear fell from her eyes*

Me: shaikha..3fya la tbcheen!! Magdr ashoufch chithee, hach shoufii shaklchh *giving her my phone, while opening the front camera*

Shaikha: mabe :(

Me: yalaa 3aad, now aw later btshoufen shaklich!

Shaikha: okay *gazing at the mirror*

Shocked..

Satisfied..

A smile appear on her face..

Me: eeh ‘97ky hathy shaikha ely a3rfha:D *laughing*

Shaikha: hathy 7arka ballah tsweha feeny?:) mashyy ana araweek!!

Me: araweek wela I’ll let you see? ::

Shaikha: uff ufff ya kerhekk!! Ga6etk maleeqa methel wayhek:)

After few minutes of silent..

Me: enzain shaikha?

 Shaikha: hala?

Me: madri shloun ashkrich 3ala wagftch weyay..

Shaikha: Tashkrni 3ala shnu? ma swait shy.

Me: enzain khaleni akmel :p

Shaikha: kamel kamel ::

Me: shaikha youm allah khatha mny a5er thneen bgaw ly bl denya, gelt khala9 ana f8dt el aml bl 7ayaat ou knt 3ala washek ant7er.. lish a7lamy klha tbadedt weya elree7  ou matet weyahm nafsety  ya shaikha..bs allah 3w’9ny b,thneen entay ou uboch, uboch wagfta m3ay ou ehw a9r 3alay akmel t3leemy eljam3y 3ala 7sabh, ou gam y3amlni 7esbt wldh.. ou entay b3ed e9rarech ench tsa3deny ou twgfen m3ay b3ed kel ely swaita lch entay gulbch n’9eef, you’re a kindhearted person, ma 3umrch shelty 3ala a7ed ib gulbch.. walla eny mftshel mnch..madri shloun ard lkum hl jmeel..lw a7chy mn elyoum ly bacher ma awfy gadrkum 3alay..

Shaikha: ya mesharii e3tbr hatha rad lel jameel ely ent swaita ly.. meshari ent an8etht 7ayatii.. enketb ly 3umer ydeed mn b3ed fa’9el allah th’m shaja3tek ent.. meshari ana ely mfrou’9 a3t’thr lish eny 7esbtek chathaab ou el kalam ely jer7tek feh .. walla hatha shwy ib 7gek.. ou ent tadri ib m3ztek 3end el wald..la tashkurnaa ma gmna ely bl wajeb ya mesharii..

……

 

*jassem’s pov*

A week had passed, and now it’s Thursday, and lulu didn’t attend after me confessing my love to her..

Thoughts>>>

Why did I tell her my feelings?

Mu chnh est3yalt..

Kan mfrou’9 a9ber shwy, ou at2ked mn msha3erha tejahyy..

Yarabyy ana lish chithy klh m6fouug..

Akhaaf akhsrch ya lulu..

La laa mra7 akhsrch, shefeny ana shg3ed akhrbe6..

Ya jassem, lulu lk, ou ent lha..

Bs weinha 6oul hl sbou3?

Lish ma dawmet?

Maku ela as2l refej’ta ANFAL..

Khu ehya mn yat 24/7 weyaha!

Fa akeed t3ref shy 3n lulu..

…

*Anfal pov*

I was walking with the girls, heading to our biology class, when suddenly a hand touched my shoulders.. I turned to see,

Jassem: anfal?

Me: haa hala jassem? *shy*

Jassem: mumkn aklmch shwy?

*I started to give the girls stares, so that they would leave us alone together*

Me: 3n shnu b’3et tklmni?:$

Jassem: anfal, lulu .. shfeha? 9ar lha chum youm mu mdawma? :s

Me: haa.. ee lulu msafra

Jassem: wein? Ou meta?!!

Me: gbel youmain, ra7et 3end umha ehnak London

Jassem: btrd?

Me: eeh next week enshala

Jassem: khoush

Me: ou lish ts2l? ent shaku feha?? *pissed off*

Jassem: haa, la wala shy, bs ketb’ha .. ee kutb’ha nasyat’hum 3endyy

Me: aha.. enzain 36ny eyahum? I’ll give it to her..

Jassem: laa ana aw9elhum lhaa a7sn!

Me: 3ala ra7tek..

Jassem: yala 3n ethnech

….

Thoughts>>>

Laykouun 9ayr shy between jassem, ou lulu..

Lish hl ehtmam el mufaja2?

M3qoula y6l3 y7bha?

La laa ana shg3ed akharbe6!

Shy7eb ib hl lulu!!

A9lan ana wayed a7laa ou ajmel,

Etha b7eb, b7bnii anaa ou bs

Bs e7saasy ygol bainhum shyy

Walla en 6l3 e7saasy 9aaj yawelch mny ya luu :)

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#Speakofheart

 

من اقسى اللحضات اللي يمر بها الانسان في حياته هو شعوره بالوحده ..

الوحده..

تتسلل لحياتكم.. من غير موعد مسبق..

تسيطر على تحركاتكم ..

و تبعدكم عن احبابكم ..

مع هذا في ناس مع اهلهم و احبابهم و هم يشتكون من الوحده ..

الوحده مالها صديق..

اختارتك انت بالذات لتكون صديقها و تشاركها بجميع صفاتها ..

لا تيأس يالانسان..

الوحده..

ما تعني نهاية الحياة

ولا تعني اليأس ..

ولا الانتحار و العياذ بالله..

الوحدة..

تعني فتح باب امل جديد..

من اجمل الابواب..

ماراح يخيب ضنك هالباب ..

و شلون يخيب الضن اذا كان الله سبحانه هو المقصود ..

كلما تشعرون بالوحده و يبدي الضيق يتسلل لحياتكم..

فرشو سيادتكم.. و خروا سجدا لله..

دعوا القلب يحكي عن ما فيه من وحده و ضيق..

مع الله..

انت ليس وحيدا

بل انت اغنى و اسعد انسان على هالكون..

و اخيرا..

تدرون شنو اقسى لحظات الوحده التي قد تمر على الانسان؟

وحدته في قبره..

وحشه و ضلمه ..

تسمع خطوات احبابك و اهلك يودعونك ..

اللقاء الاخير ..

لا انيس ولا ونيس..

وقتها بتحس ب"طعم" الوحدة .

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